Whinehouse

why do I whine so much lately?

nose is blocked, sometimes running like fire hydrant bocor.
headache won't seem to go away after those dreadful tears.
workload is too much for me to cope with, really, it is.
friends are too far off that I can't smother them with my whines.



SEEEE. I'm whining again.
Babilah. Babi. Babi. Babi.
Grrr

Again, again!

"What is LOVE anyway?"
"It's nothing but a fantasy"


It goes along the lines of that.



I LOVED WATCHING 500 DAYS OF SUMMER!


<3

Pfft.

WHY IN THE NAME OF HEAVEN AM I MISSING EVERYONE ALL OF A SUDDEN?


Sheeeeeeesh!

Rindu

dearest B.


I miss you dearly.
Though I get to see you, I'm still missing you.

You've put a spell on me. :)

I miss the times that I could hang out with you and your friends,
and play around with your cats.

I miss the times that I have you all to myself.

Imy, Ird.




Nak cubit perut boleh?

Tears and Joy

My place

Peah's Place

Bird's Place

The long-awaited Apple Danish Picture

The Whole Extended Family

These people, have done wondrous things.
They made me smile, laugh and cry (laughing).
They are my tears and joy,
My love and my life,
My friends. :)

Keliru

rasa macam nak nangis.
rasa macam nak jerit.
rasa macam nak meronta.
rasa macam nak melompat.
rasa macam nak menyanyi.

kenapa rasa macam-macam ni?
tak suka la.

tak boleh concentrate.

:(

Dear Heart,

It's easier if people just close their eyes & never expect.
I know, impossible.

Dear Heart,

Where have you been lately?
Right here, buried by your emotions.


Why are you so fragile lately?
Because I think you're not being fair to Brain and Conscious, they have a say in your life, too.


I see that you've been strong through all this.
Yes, I have, you just don't know how much pain I'm going to be into if I let you continue.


Teach me to love sincerely, would you?
Of course, to love someone is when you know you are content with yourself, but, it is of course, easier said than done, you just need time, H.


Teach Brain to think wisely, can you?
Sure, anything to make you and I impervious to emotional nonsense.


Heart, can you tell me whether I am doing the right thing?
No, H. I can't that is something that only Conscious and Brain knows. I only take care of how you feel, and how to feel.


Heart, continue being strong for me, will you?
Most definitely, H. Anything for you.




Thank you, dear Heart.





H

:)

:)

A beginning of everything wonderful, said the guy to her. She just nodded and smiled; he kissed her forehead gently, and whispered ‘forever and always, I’m yours’. They were inseparable since then, eyes that never parted from each other, finishing each other sentences, and they even sang together, creating a new harmony, breathtaking melody, music that was understood by everybody, touching people souls and piercing their thoughts with the words.

As she was revisiting her past, she felt her goose bumps rising; she lifted her head up, and was wearing a smile, a smile only known by him and her. She knew that he was there with her, holding her hand, supporting her. Tears fell again, this time it was weaved with slow sighs and whimpers.

She remembered how both of them was riding on his red Vespa, cruising through busy traffic in 5th Avenue, there had been an accident on that road, he was distraught by the scene, and so, she calmed him down, as they were busy talking, a black BMW3215i swerved in front of them, and everything went dark.

:)

Hnnh.

Boyot

:)

Spinning

Well, Raya was okay-ish. Was soooo excited to meet Kambing, but in the end, we had a fight and he came by my aunt's house and dropped off the stuffs, and that was it. Sighhh. But, it was good seeing him again.


Thanks again for Starfish, Purple dinasour and the Dark Blue Slim. :)


Things with B have been GOOD! I'm loving every minute of it, and I have to spend every free minute I have with Boyot, too, since B is off to work for 3 months starting 1st October. Boohoo.


Sigh. No muse. No words coming out. Though when I was back in JB, I had tonnes of ideas, my bad for not putting it down on paper, or save it in my phone.

Oyeah, 18th October is my Convocation. Sunflowers and teddy bears please. :D

And, and, and, Who's coming with me to Perhentian/Singapore soon? Let's make this a fun-filled trip! *I sound like a bad jingle, don't I?*


More updates, when I feel like it.Taa