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rindu.



rindu.



rindu.



rindu.



;'(

Letter

"Hari yang bahagia bagiku apabila kali pertama bertemu denganmu,
Masa yang terindah bagiku adalah pabila hendak menjalinkan hubungan denganmu,
Apabila ku mendapatmu, tidak terkata perasaan dihatiku ini,
Betapa gembiranya aku menyayangi, dan menghormati,
Tidak sekali terlintas difikiranku bahawa kau sudi menerimaku,
Tetapi bagiku tidak kira setiap detik, masam hari, bulan, tahun dan abad sekalipun,
Perasaan dihatiku, sama ada kecewa, gembira, atau marah sekalipun,
Yang TERPENTING antara semua yang kukatakan tadi adalah;

Perasaanku apabila ku jatuh CINTA padamu.

Jangan sesekali terfikir bahawa cintaku akan kurang,
Kerana, ianya tidak akan terjadi sama sekali, wahai cintaku.

I'll always LOVE you, baby."

-My one and only.
:')

Numb

2 down, 2 to go.






When I wish for so many things that would bring me smiles,
I didn't even think to wish for my happiness.
Sigh

Bee

I've been busy, and out of sync.

Will write soon.

Ty

"i hope he's lucky too.."

Notebook

“So it’s not gonna be easy. It’s going to be really hard; we’re gonna have to work at this everyday, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, everyday. You and me… everyday”

- Noah, The Notebook

I am so in love with you.

Fiksyen

Everything dimmed except for the spotlight upon your figure as you walked away. I spy with my rear view mirror, you were exhaling cigarette fumes, walking morosely until I saw pitch black. I thrust my gear, and drove. I went straight, and somehow I know things are different now. I have no light to guide me, I am lost. I'm driving nowhere. You are just a state of mind, you were not real, I tell myself. But, who was I to kid. I jammed the brakes and stopped the car. There and then, I broke down. This was fake. I was used. You were ....

Oh, how my sweet hopes are fucked.
Your love is just Lust.
Wise words are Bull.

Thanks, Stranger.


I think I've lost my faith somewhere along my pointless drive.

G

You're not gone, you're just not here.

Eh, wait.

Lemme look at this situation again,

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analyzing....

...

....
..

Oh, You are GONE.

It was just my imaginations, I thought my fairy tales was coming true.

Unloved.

F

Fuck.
Why would it hurt, when its in the past?
What happened to 'let bygones be bygones'

Fuck.
Why would terrible news comes after you a few strikes in a row?
Why would fate do this to a person who is willing to sacrifice?

Why?
Why?
Why?

I ask, and I ask.

But the questions are left unanswered.

MotherF.
Why exactly, when you really think that you're starting to be happy, you find out something that is devastatingly sad.

I know it's selfish to be emotional right now.
But.


I just don't want to feel a fuck now.


Fuck off, fucking no fucking use fucking problems.
Just Fuck Off.

Blush-Cheeked Girl

Every beat of my heart scream of your name,
Every trickle of sweat is caused by your superiority.
I blush my cheeks, to hide my shame.
I wish I was yours for an eternity.

I watched you walk past me everyday,
With no sign of interest, I see you walk away,
Your ignorance triggers my curiosity,
So then, I decided to stalk you anonymously.

One day I saw you light your red Marlboro,
With what I see, a frown upon your face.
Right then I knew my feelings for you would grow,
So I walked away with a quick pace.

You would go missing for weeks,
There were no longer of my burning cheeks.
But when you were back in action,
My mind would work overtime in math and fractions.

I finally plucked my courage to say Hello.
Your reply was short and mellow.
I was excited, but disappointed, nonetheless.
So I figured, I would stop being obsessed.

24 hours passed by,
You walked my way and greeted a cheery Hi.
I smiled and left,
Thinking If I should have...

You followed me to my class door,
Opened the door, like a gentleman, for ever more.
You continued to woo the Blush Cheeked Girl,
Until you gave her life a whirl.

Her love was finally spoken for,
It is you and me, forever and more.




Totally fictitious.
I want my fairy-tales to come true so bad, its depressing.