Change?

Am at home, wondering about things I should have thought about earlier this year. When I was drafting out my wish list and resolutions. I am currently having the flu, which is really weird, since I hardly get sick. This time, my health and my mind is attacking me with questions I know I can't answer, and medications I know I hate.

I feel depressed again, I thought everything was looking up. But I am clearly wrong.

I want to be normal again, like in my previous blogs. So badly need the boyfriend too. He's been acting weird these past few weeks. I hate it. I want things to be normal. I hate changes. Boo-hoo for me.

I stumble and fall,
but I mean these words.