with great gratitude

Erm......I don't know how to start, but I have the urge to blog about what happened.



So, here goes nothing...............




I can't believe I had the chance to feel what its like to be with you, because a year ago, I had this silly little crush on you, but I immediately brushed it off because I have a boyfriend, and I'm still with the same guy now, but you made me feel that I still have the swag, the ability to flirt, and the attractiveness and balance like you said.

I don't know why I'm blogging this, but its definitely an incident that I won't ever forget.

You told me that this 3 day period is not enough, and all I did for 3 days with you was laugh with you, be idiotic, and a friend. I guess we hit it off with the right notes, yes?

If you ever read this, and I know you won't, because of that fact that triggered my courage to write this. :)

But I owe u a huge thanks, definitely. :)

Drumbeats

I'd never thought that I'd miss you.

But I do.

I feel guilty missing you.

You were once a part of me, now you're avoiding me.
I thought we would be the type who'll always be friends after breaking up, but I guess not.

So yeah, stumbled upon a photo of you, I guess that's why I'm writing this.
*sigh

lend a hand

Its my birthday today.

Woop-dee-doo.
NOT!

I cried four times already, not counting the teary moments I had.


Yes. I am indeed not happy today.


Someone just shake me out of it and lend a caring hand? Please.

It'd be greatly appreciated. Because I'm getting desperate.

Ty

I didn't lift a freaking finger to help.










Thanks for noticing all my efforts.








Really.








Thank you.

Owl

no doubt I am turning into an owl.
It's 5.30 am my time, and I'm still blogshop-walking.

I can't stop looking at their shoes and bags.

GAH.

.kill.me.now.coz.i.really.need.my.sleep.

Not much update

Things are awfully hectic this time of year.
Ramadhan is here. :(


Moving on,
There's no reason why I haven't been updating .... wait, yes there is. I've got myself a writer's block. I'm so busy preparing my Academic Writing paperwork, and my Ad Campaigns, I've lost track of my cyber-social life, believe it, check my facebook. I update like once a week now. It's kind of depressing.

My studies are moving, on the ... right track, I suppose?

My relationship with the boyfie is going better than expected. It's getting stronger everyday. :)

Oh, and I got myself a brand NEW phone! One that doesn't go off after 2 mins of talk time. J20i or Sony Ericsson Hazel. Love the red. Love the Keypad. But the boyfie keeps on harassing me to change to Nokia C6. Gahhh. Ungrateful tubby.

As for friends go, I'm glad that I don't have to depend on anyone to live, you know. Except for my wives of course.

Okay, okay, enough of this crap.
I'll update with more "creative" stuff when I have the time and effort.

Until then, I'm fuckin out of here.

Profanity

I'm full of rage, anger and sadness. But I can't seem to put it in words. It's too hard to describe whats been going on, and what have I been feeling. People take me for granted too much. :(

But to generate a vague picture of how I'm feeling right now;

I'm loving profanity right this moment.
Entertain me.

Phew

okay, I thought I was gonna lose Whispers there for a sec. PHEW!

fml

Classes start on Monday. *fml*

Wish me the best of luck with;
studies,
friends,
pressure,
relationship,
assignments,
exams.

Fuck I hate being a student.

This is how I really feel;

If you love me, let me know. If not, please gently let me go.