So close, yet so far.

I just realized one thing.

I am this close to be a graduate,

but yet, I am this far as well.

Sangat sedih.
Ya Allah, help me with my studies and help me with my future.

Back and Forth

I am out of breath. I thought this semester was going to be different, but the workload proved me wrong. My notebook got held up, for those who knows about my case, shush. For those who don't just leave it at that. I am dying to do something about my hair, because it's fucking bothering me. My semester is almost up, so, I shall wait till then. Pink highlights anyone? (I know, I know, lame, but I'm not gonna be in UiTM anymore, kan?)

The sooner I get over this weekend, the less burden I have to deal with. Final test on Saturday, PreGraduates Lunch on Sunday, Final exams on the 21st.

It struck me last two nights, that I might be in a more serious relationship than I realised. Though I have not healed fully, but, maybe its time for me to stop fooling around and get serious. DOn't you think?


I definitely need a holiday awaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay from civilization, but not the internet. ;)

Terkini.

Another 2 weeks to go till study week.
Final paper is on 21st April, can't wait to get it over with. Insya'Allah will finish my studies in April.

Am currently swamped with Pro Project's Report, which is due next week. Very, very tired. Seriously,I've never felt this rushed before. I've slept for 7 hours for the past 3 days. -___-"

Got drained by this celanat kancil. Takpe, ada orang kat sidewalk, laju la lagi, biar air kat tepi jalan tu basahkan dia. Bodoh.

Drove back and forth from KL-Bangsar-Hartamas-Damansara-Subang-KL-Bangsar-Subang.

But, there were a few highlights this week.

Got to see him<3.

Got to meet Athirah, Kishi, and Mai. I have no idea why I LOVE spending time with you guys. I get to be myself, and laugh my ass off. Gila Best OK.

Got my mom to smile. :) Surprised her and gave her white lillies and so-fucking-cute-pink roses for her birthday! (which is today,btw)

And finally, I am on call balik Celaka. (Melaka)

This Semester has been SHHIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTYYYYYYYYY!

Hopefully, I'll get through.
On the plus side, my social life is back and kicking!

;)
Toodles

Terkini.

Cepat-cepat Type

It's been a while since I last blogged, kan?

Damn, rindu gila.

But for now, just a recap. Stupid lymph nodes making my body so damn lemah.

I've been busy doing God knows what.
I'm on cloud nine. <3<3
Been hanging out with my friends from Subang.
Been taking dietary supplements, since my lymph nodes are swollen, the edge of my lips crack every oh-so often, and my eyes are getting redder by the second.

Oh, and yeah, I've been a hella lot stronger than before. Thanks to my friends.
*winks

So, no more pushover Hannah.

I'll update more soon.
Toodles.

Travel.

Bismillah banyak-banyak.

I've been eerily happy lately. Haha.

Yes, I have my breakdown moments, but there are things that can cheer me up. During my breakdown moments, I cleaned my room, the balcony, did laundry, played with kittens and baked brownies. Positive things have come out of my moodiness.

Whenever I feel sad, I text, I clean, I sing out loud.

Now, I'm planning my after-diploma vacation!
1st target is- Tioman Island!

Now, Bismillah banyak-banyak so that I can get through this year with just wee little bumps.


I am myself again! (Sometimes) Gaaaaah. :D

Absent-Mind

Yes, this week has been CRAZY.

Let me state some things that I've done that will get you laughing, but before that, I would like to remind you that my mind wasn't sane at the time being, so the actions are pretty much stupid.

• I drove a the beloved black waja through a MOTORCYLE LANE at the federal highway!Then, my sister, my friends and I pleaded the police officers no to fine us. Yela, 1st time aku buat benda jahat secara TAK SENGAJA. (aku tak tahu tu lane motor, tak nampak signboard, and my friend buat lawak bodoh, and said, if kau bernai masuk la lane tu, with no further thinking, aku masuk je, dah masuk baru tau, gelabah keluar dari lane tu)

• Time tu jugak la ada 3 ketul police baru balik kerja kan. Haih. Dia suruh bagi each RM10, tapi kitaorang tak bagi. Then dia suruh lari kat tepi federal tu, tapi kitaorang tak buat jugak. Then dia bagi lepas camtu je. Ahahahaha! Merayu doh! Selamat 4 gadis comel *pukes* ada dalam kereta. Ahahaha!
  

• If that wasn't stupid enough, later that evening I was in Mid Valley, we were about to go home to our Condo, I went into the passenger seat, point in case, I was the DRIVER! If that doesn't show my absent-minded self, I don't know what would. I was definitely out of my body.
  

• We went swimming when it was raining. Baik mandi hujan je kan. Keluar pool dah batuk-batuk.
  

• I excused myself from a meeting with SKVE Holdings Manager. (slumber aku je kan, cam company bapak aku plak)
  

• I said alot of things that doesn't make sense. Speech-impediment. Ayat aku berterabur, dah tunggang terbalik. Ada ke nangis tersedak-sedak? Ahahahahaha.
  

• Oh, and I've stuck between elevator doors dah 4 kali just this week. Now I'm afraid of it.

• I asked for a breakup when I was driving. Yes, I didn't think of the consequences, me, in a car, raining outside, if the reply was devastating, I would have been in an accident, but, he chose not to reply, and I am fine now.

So, yeah, I've had alot on my mind lately. My friends would know. They've been laughing at me this whole week.

One more thing, I've found myself an overgrown baby! :D
Thanks to Hazizi & Aya.

Help

Things have gone downhill since.

A dear friend passed away. Al-fatihah.
My love life is looking bleak, but I am trying to improve it.
My social life is already gone.



I seriously wish I was somewhere else right now.
I am depressed, yes, I am fucking depressed.

200 ain't worth it

Here's the confirmed lineup for Sunburst 2009.
There are other international artists to be confirmed: Coldplay, etc.



How depressing is this year's sunburst man.
I'd rather pay RM30 to watch local bands at the MCPA.
They play there frequently jugak.


But They Will Kill Us All, Otherside Orchestra, Butterfingers and Twilight Action Girl made me smile. :)

Serious feckin shit, RM200 is NOT worth it.