why is it all the positive thinking is biting me in the ass?
being hopeful, being helpful, being too strong, too friendly. being too positive in general?
i don't want this. i'm not liking this.
at the end of the day, all i can really do is just let out a helpless sigh, and toughen myself up for the future? seems like a daily routine. well, i'll better get myself ready for the emotional roller coaster.