Crossroads

Kenapa begitu susah untuk melepaskan sesuatu peluang yang mempunyai risiko tinggi untuk merosakkan diri sendiri? Mengapa harus kita terlalu ikutkan kata-kata hati? Kalau nak ikutkan logik, seharusnya kita memilih sesuatu tindakan yang membolehkan ktia bahagia, tenang sentiasa, dan juga sering melemparkan senyuman. Tapi, bukankah ia menjadi sesuatu masalah jika terdapat dua pilihan yang begitu hebat magiknya, begitu hebat implikasinya terhadap hidup kita?

Well, I was just wondering, it's not everyday you face these kind of situation, but when you are forced to deal with it, it takes your heart, your mind and your soul to a death plunge. Everyday, you have to be careful of your words, your choices, your desired actions, for each significant move may result in something you might regret your whole life. Okay, yes, I'm exaggarating.

Sometimes I wish life's answers to troubles is just
Yes or No.
Not multiple choices.
Or Open ended.
Or Fill in the blanks.

You get what I mean.

I want my life to be simplified, but yet, I'm making it complicated?

So yeah, I'm at crossroads now, I can't think straight.